Never been a girl who used to cry. Didn't show emotions, don't know why. Didn't wanna feel the pain inside, I guess.
But as the years keep going by, you came along and changed my mind. I should leave the past behind me, I should let you find me. You were supposed to stay beside me, you were supposed to guide me, through the ups and downs, you were always gonna be around until the end.
I still think we could, 'cause you and me, we're good. And I'll tell you why this hurts, 'cause I'm sober. But I just wanna be drunk, so I can forget about you and all the stupid things that love has pulled me through. Even when I've had too much I still feel your touch, maybe this just means that I'.m not drunk enough.
So I'm gonna get myself another drink whenever I start to think about you, 'cause I do what I really don't want to, but sometimes my dreams just come through.
And when I get there, to a place where I see you in a kitchen, I stop wishing but that thing and I don't need you. I don't really wanna see you and I don't want you to see me. You would think that I was crazy, you might think that I wanna be close to you, but I'd rather wanna drink some whisky and maybe have a little sip 'o wine. 'Cause right now it`s the only thing that makes me forget you aren't mine, but right now I am sober.
But I just wanna be drunk, so I can forget about you and all the stupid things that love has pulled me through. Even when I've had too much I still feel your touch, maybe this just means that I'm not drunk enough.
I still think we could, 'cause you and me, 'cause we're good, 'cause I'm sober.